|Major Depression:||Very High|
|Seasonal Affective Disorder:||Extremely High|
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Could you please fucking not constantly talk about girls that are far prettier/skinner than me. It’s beyond clear that I have self image issues and my heart literally shatters when you don’t even think twice that your girlfriend is standing next to you, while you’re making comments to your friends about how “fuckable” that girl is. Yeah, I don’t say anything to you but I go home and tear myself apart about all the things I cannot change. You’re really hurting me and you don’t even see it.
I’m pretty sure you just literally made my heart break into pieces, with only one sentence. I already feel like shit about myself. I already hate everything about myself. And then you’re going to look at me and compare me to other girls that walk by? This is why I cannot do this. I should have never gotten into another relationship. I knew I was better off alone. I’m too insecure and I over think too much. I over analyze everything and I create problems in my head that do not even exist. Though a normal girl, would recognize that you were (most likely) joking; I am not normal. It’s been eating at me ever since you said it. I cannot handle this, I’m too sad for a relationship. I don’t know what to do.